what mayo means to me slash what mayo is in regards to me slahs what im fine with yyou doing to them

i think the first first design, which i oculd not find now if i even tried, of mayo was for a persona, though this design eventually turned into mayo. mayo is by no means my persona though, however it wouldnt really be wrong to use them as a representation of me either. there are definetily a lot of similarities between us, and a lot of their design was based off of yours truely, but there are still a lot of differences. i dont think i would call mayo a selfinsert either, as hes really not being inserted anywhere. i think just the nature of her being an utau, and as such bearing my own voice, blurs the lines between me and her a lot more than might usually be blurred with a random oc; i feel like i kind of had to consider myself to make sure mayos voice and person werent awfully incompatible. my interest in vocal synths is nearing its 10 year anniversarry iirc, so mayo being the first one i ever made kind of means they are important to me. especially since i started work on it really long ago and then dropped it, so when i came to actually finish it and give it a proper design i based it off of the really old one. as such, mayo looks a lot different then he wouls have if i started working on him from scratch now. this means that mayo kind of bears part of my past self thorugh this also. anyway they are important to me ok, even if i dont use them much
what does this mean for you though ? what can and cant you do with mayo ?
tos like no r-18 apply obviously, but there are some other things i wanted to explain. for one, please keep in mind that mayo kind of comes from me, and isnt just a random oc from nothing, theyre kind of based on a real person. however, feel free to make headcanons for mayo, redesigns (including things like projecting yourself onto her), write them into stories, draw art of them, feature them in any of your creative projects really, use mayos character to experiement with things youd be too scared too try with a character youre worried about protraying badly, feel free to pair them up with others i suppose, but dont "ship" them please,, go ahead and kind of run wild with them, as long as you keep in mind that they come from a real person feel free to remove them from me and treat them more as a "character" than an "oc" if you want. id apprecite using mayos full name, mayo coulombs, in that case though, so that they can be found through that.
anyway yea i just wanted to go on about how mayo relates to me, and what you can do with him, which i hope is an alright list. i mostly just want people to have fun with mayo, like i myself do, but i do really need pople to keep in mind where she comes from, as she cannot be completely separated from me bleffff